How did you learn about Campus Captains and the Hidden Opponent? Why did you feel like this was right for you?
I just stumbled upon Hidden Opponent on Instagram. It came up on my Explore page and it looked pretty cool. I saw that they were taking applications for Campus Captains, so I read their summary about it, bringing mental health initiatives to your college campus. I applied in the summer of 2021 before my freshman year, and I got accepted. I didn't know much about the organization, but within the first couple weeks, they put you through an orientation, and you get to learn about the organization and other campus captains within your division. Then, I watched Victoria Garrick Brown's TED talk, and that inspired me. I was like, ‘Wow, this is so real, raw and genuine. I sometimes go back and watch that video because it's so inspiring and relatable for a lot of student-athletes.
I've had three awareness games for lacrosse over the past three years. We host monthly meetings throughout the fall and spring semesters where we talk about different mental health topics. We’ve talked about stress relief exercises, substance abuse in athletes, creating a community on campus and engaging different athletes. Our engagement is starting to grow, specifically with men's sports.
When you watch that TED talk, what specifically pick up on?
What was mainly inspiring about it was that she wasn't afraid to talk about it at that moment. I'm sure it took a while for her to get to that point. It helped normalize the topic of mental health, because a lot of people are afraid to admit that they're struggling. The fact that she was able to get up in front of a crowd and put that on the internet for people to see that, ‘Hey, this is normal.’ I thought that was crazy in a good way.
How has your mental health journey been?
I don't struggle too much with mental health concerns. I've seen more of it secondhand. Plenty of people close to me have struggled with mental health issues, and I want to be the best support system I can be. That's what motivated me to learn more about it. I want to be a good friend, a good teammate, all of the above. Being involved with Hidden Opponent resources and learning more has uplifted me.
How unique is the struggle that college athletes have with mental health?
I think it’s misunderstood, and to an extent, ignored. Administrators and officials recognize that this is a problem. They've seen the statistics, but no one's taking steps to make change happen. Many athletes go through struggles, but what they should learn is that it can be so much better when the resources are available and you can take advantage of them. The first step of recognizing your problem and reaching out for help. Many college athletes ignore issues because they sweep it under the rug. It's a matter of swallowing the pride and being open to being vulnerable.
What do you see in the future for your involvement with Campus Captains, and of the progress on mental health in general?
As more professional athletes and Olympic athletes step up and speak out, it's becoming more accepted. It will just become a trickle-down effect. The awareness is growing at a great rate, but speaking up and getting help is getting a little bit slower. I am still positive about that — that it will continue to increase and people will get the help that they need. I'm excited about the growth that we’ve seen so far at Millersville. In the next year, I would like to grow the engagement on my campus, specifically. I want to grow a presence to create a lasting impact and look out for those future classes coming through.
