Why Northwestern?
I did my recruiting during COVID, so a lot of recruiting through zoom calls and I didn't really have the chance to go in person as much as other people did. I had luckily gone to Northwestern in February right before COVID hit, so I had a chance to see the campus and I fell in love with it. In the back of my head, I knew it was a good option for me. I have to give all the credit to the Shanley girls, Kiera and Katie, who are actually from my area. I had my zoom call with them, and I felt so comfortable and so at home on those calls. It’s hard to make connections with people over the phone and to feel like you belong there.
Especially on my call with Kelly, we didn’t even talk about lacrosse. It was more about my family, how I was doing, which made me realize that's the reason Kelly is such a good coach and Northwestern is such a good program because they prioritized who you are as a person. That connection pushed me in towards them and I felt it was a good fit both on and off the field. it's a good place to be a good fit on and off the field.
How did you get involved with The Hidden Opponent and becoming a Campus Captain?
I originally heard about The Hidden Opponent in 2020, seeing some posts about mental health for athletes and eating disorders, which caught my attention because as an athlete, you don’t really see a lot of people talking about the mental side of things. I would say that I had been following Victoria [Garrick-Brown] for about three of four years and looked up to her as an athlete, especially the things she was doing both on and off the court. When I saw the applications open to become a Campus Captain, I thought it could be an awesome opportunity to bring this to Northwestern and connect with what we already have there.
Bring able to bring something else to Northwestern other than my academics and athletics is something I was excited about. It’s been an awesome journey so far.
Playing at the Division I level, do you see Mental Health issues pop up?
Absolutely. Being at Northwestern, there’s a lot of really high expectations and that's why Northwestern produces a lot of very successful people. But you're expected to be a very good athlete, a very good student, a very good person, etc. Sometimes, people forget that there's a big mental side to athletics. This is something that Northwestern does a really great job of addressing. We have a good psychology group and people that just check in on you. I would give a lot of credit to my teammates and our coaches, in the way we talk about mental health, it’s a very open conversation and we're very vulnerable with each other, which is really important.
Already having that was something that pushed me to want to be part of The Hidden Opponent because I saw what our team was already doing and how open we were and I thought, why not add more to this with groups like The Hidden Opponent. It’s a great group that connects you with people to learn more and that’s what I’ve enjoyed the most.
As much as you can have a sports psychologist, being an athlete and learning firsthand about these things, has been something I've loved about it, and just being able to carry that to my teammates and the conversations I have with them. Making the conversations more player-to-player rather than a higher up trying to explain these type of things.
What successes have you seen working with The Hidden Opponent and being a Campus Captain?
One thing I just enjoyed is learning how I can approach different situations. I think it's important to be able to advocate for other people and for yourself. All the training sessions we've gone through has been exciting to me. We've had our Hidden Opponent game a couple weeks ago, and we're able to raise money for it. That was something important to me as well, being able to make that contribution, too.
My favorite thing so far is being able to connect with other people who are passionate about mental health at Northwestern such as meeting with our soccer house and meeting with people who have the same goals as me at the same school. For me, it was a big learning year and kind of trying to educate myself and hopefully, next year, I’m going to look at starting a campus group and hope spread more of what I learned and help apply it to other people.
What is it that you'd like to ultimately accomplish at Northwestern or maybe beyond?
Being able to have all of the resources that we need and being more open. I want people to see that they have resources to get help and getting people to know that it’s a normal thing to seek help. At Northwestern especially, you're a very high-level student, a high-level athlete, and there's always times where you might not think there's time for mental health. So, I think really finding ways to implement little things and help people feel heard and not feel overwhelmed is something I really want to work on.
Finding a way for people to not feel like it's a burden to talk about their mental health and feel like it's more of a natural, day-to-day thing is something that I'm really working on and haven't quite figured out exactly what that looks like yet, but I'm excited to talk to other people and other reps and kind of figure out how we can make it more of an approachable confrontation.
