A nonchalant text from McCormack in the spring lit another spark. It was a simple, “How are you doing?” It unfolded from there, bringing another element of poetic justice to Doucette’s decision to attend Hopkins this year: The man who met her at clinics, recruited her and initially planned to develop her into an All-American goalie would get to be her coach for her last hurrah.
“It definitely hurt when he left my freshman year,” Doucette said. “That was definitely a missed [person]. I knew liked what he stood for. … It’s fitting that it ends the way it started.”
But both Doucette and McCormack have grown in the years since their Evanston days.
“I got [to] hear about his journey as a coach since I had only known him in an assistant fashion,” Doucette said. “As a head coach, he learned a lot, and I learned a lot. Those mindsets, the way he thinks about the game and the way I think about the game, line up.”
In Doucette, though, one of the first things McCormack noticed is that some things hadn’t changed at all.
“What I remember from her recruiting process was her confidence,” McCormack said. “She was a young kid. The way she handled herself on those visits [with adults] and moments with her confidence hasn’t wavered. It was as evident in her as a 17-year-old as it was in her as a 23-year-old.”
But now, that confidence is bolstered by two years as Northwestern’s starter in which she helped the Wildcats to a pair of Final Fours.
“She has a lot more experience,” McCormack said. “We’re getting the same person I remember and all the greatest qualities, her leadership, but we’re getting an enhanced version of that because she has been around a competitive program.”
And while Doucette’s primary gig over the last 365 days has been a desk job, she also hasn’t left lacrosse. She played for the U.S. women’s Sixes team at The World Games in Birmingham, Ala., last summer and also attended camp for the first women’s box team. The rust that could’ve accumulated in a 9-5 day job hasn’t materialized through the first weeks of fall ball.
“She’s definitely stayed sharp and has been seeing shots over the last year with some of her international stuff,” McCormack said. “She’s dabbled in box lacrosse. She’s really seeing the ball right now. It's a big difference when you can see that ball in an indoor venue [playing box] with whiteboards and come on a field and see a yellow ball in contrast. She is competing at a high level.”
Still, the starting job isn’t a given. Last year’s starter, Maggie Tydings (11.60 GAA, .383 SV%), returns with a year under her belt. Her backup, Morgan Giardina, who saw action in six games as a freshman, is also back. Heidi Rosely, a freshman out of New Jersey, is also pushing the unit.
“It’s a daily competition,” McCormack said. “The goalie position is similar to the rest of the field in our view. You’ve got to earn your spot every single day.”
The competition is making everyone better.
“We want to be the best group together, all of us,” McCormack said. “We want to compete amongst ourselves, but we also want to support each other and be the best group we can be. There has been a lot of camaraderie amongst the four of them to keep that in perspective.”
And with Doucette, there’s just plain perspective after an unexpected year away from the game.
“There is some power in the knowledge of what it means to enter the collegiate season as a 23-year-old,” Doucette said. “You never know when your last shift is going to be as an athlete. You never know when that is going to come. I didn’t know that year was going to be my last year.”
Now, Doucette knows it wasn’t — and she’s not taking it for granted.
“I get to leave everything on the table,” Doucette said. “I get to have every opportunity with my teammates. I’m excited for 8 a.m. practice. It’s amazing to be in the locker room. It’s the moments and vibes that I missed.”
